spin around this garden of hope ;
Monday, February 27, 2006 @ 4:38 AM
i am so freaking pissed
wtf ok. i never even ask you to help me. i only asked your damn son to tell his friends and you all started jumping in. i say one line, you said 10 lines, and with 2 of you all there, there will be 20 lines. whatever la. do you know the actual reason why i don't want to call you equally fcuking sister to buy. cos i HATE her. like i want her damn bloody ass to be there that day to spoil my mood and throw my face away with her idiot personality. like i would want a person who caned me until my legs and arms had damn bloody lines for the whole week. i remembered clearly the pain i felt when i was barely 7 yearsold. she is a fcuking b*tch. now you know why i did not want to sell the tickets to her?
also now that i am VERY angry. let me tell you all, you all have never truely sat down and listened to me play the guitar ok. like you all SO busy like that. haha, all you said was,' can you stop playing, i watching tv ok!' what the freak ok. never have you listened to me play and all you do is to compare my results with others and try to hint that i should work harder. even when i got high marks for my test, you never once praised me.
i am so disappointed in you...
:(