spin around this garden of hope ;
Tuesday, January 30, 2007 @ 3:54 AM
i'm in a extremely bad mood now. everything just spoilt my day. what the hell. got scolded by sia like crazy today. i seriously don't understand why i cannot play. it was fine a few minutes ago. WHT! what the freak! and before that, i bloody helling dropped my slide. kill me please. i'm not frustrated because i got scolded. but i'm just sad cos i disappointed myself. why can't i play properly. call me stupid or whatever, i don't care. the unanswered question just keeps floating in my brain. and i get all agitated and moody because of this bloody hell issue. i know its not worth my effort but i still cannot answer my own question! i never wanted to get involved in politic and just do my best in playing. but now, even a simple thing like playing, i cannot do. i seriously need answers!!!! why? why? i'm already really really sick and tired of all your crap. can you just cut it out. cos seriously we cannot waste anymore time crapping, everything is in RED ALERT! i don't know what i'm driving at, i just need answers!!!!!!!!!! is sia really a wake up call to all? is bronze really all that we can get? i don't understand why/
i'm disappointed not because i got a scolding, but i'm disappointed in myself.