spin around this garden of hope ;
Tuesday, March 20, 2007 @ 5:54 AM
the expression on my face only answers for how disappointed i am in myself. i tried my best. but my best was not good enough for them. i practiced and did every i could do, but it was not good enough. i'm so disappointed in myself. why can't i get it right? everyone is improving, why not me? sometimes i just feel that i should not pull everyone down. they had to adapt to fit in for us. its not fair. i'm feeling low. nothing can save me.
i'm very tired of life. its long and sick. i want to sleep. i want to have freedom. everything is piling up. its getting to me. i don't want to bring everything down!
you are my mo li. you give me the little energy when i feel like giving up and continued.
