spin around this garden of hope ;
Saturday, April 07, 2007 @ 7:15 AM
its not that i want to nag, scold, shout and scream at you all. but have you even thought, syf is like life and death for us. its not as easy as 1 2 3. its not how many hours you put in, but rather the quality of your hours. to you, you might be working hard. but compared to the rest, we are nothing. everyone says that we are the black sheep among all. but inside ourselves we know that that's not the furthest we can go. everyone wants a chance to be inside. or shall i say, people are fighting to be inside. but if you all are in, please buck up and prove that you are worth the place. among yourselves you might feel that its normal. but other's don't think that way. i know its stressful to you. but have you ever felt true stress before? its 10 times worst. by screaming at you, you think we are enjoying it? we ourselves are also stressed to produce something for everyone. if we don't even bother then we could have just sat there and stone. its not only you are hurt, we have lost tears too. we really don't want to see the day come by and everyone blaming us for the bad results. its not only the current badge but instead ALL the seniors who have worked so hard. you might not know them, but you can feel the pressure. having said so much, its still no use, you won't change your attitude. or would you prove me wrong? i don't seniors to say that we are the badge that bought everything down. help us to help yourselves.